I'm at episode 11 (of 16) of Hello! Mr. God.
The hawt guy's IQ hath reachthed 169!!! ♥-♥ Woo!
The storyline sometimes has such a deep meaning and hit home so hard that I couldn't help crying over quite a few scenes.
Want to be with someone I love, but scared I'll hurt the person.
Because of that, I push away those being nice to me, even if they're sincere.
I'm afraid I'll let them down.
Want to show my love, but most of the time, I'm distant and I put up a front.
I pretend that I don't care.
When all I want is to see the person happy.
I'm not brave enough.
I want to be a normal person.
Just a normal girl, with normal social health.
But I couldn't.
Because I'm not honest with myself.
I couldn't be myself in front of others.
I do not have the guts to say what I really think, show what I really feel.
I'm afraid of what others will think of me.
I'm a coward.
I can't ease this tightness in my chest....
Will this last forever?
I want to make a change.
I don't want to live with this depression any more.
I want to be truly free.